I think I have depression but my mother.?!! HELP?

Well idk how to help u then if ur mom won't let you go see a psychiatrict and u don't want anti depression pills but I feel that alot to just I hide it better and I am happy..anyway tho think about what you don't like that u can try and change and u think it might be a reason why u feel it and if u don't know try and try to get ur parents to help you