10 points- what do you think?

ok. this is a bit confusing but i'm a free spirit and i hate being put down by something or simply knowing that something or someone can tell me that i'm not allowed to do something or feel a certain way. i've had feelings for someone i'm not legally allowed to be with because he is over 18 and i am under 18. i dont think he likes me but that is besides the point. the point is that i'm bugged by the fact that there's a law that doesn't let me be with the person. now, i'm not into politics much or anything but i am against any form of war and conflict. i am completely against the iraq war and i do not believe that someone can stop terrorism by killing innocent people. a few weeks ago i saw a film, i think the name was Zeitgeist (German for The Spirit of Time) and they said that 9/11 and the pentagon attack was inside work. which completely makes sense if you heard what they had to say. according to the film, 9/11 was "created" to enter into the war purposely for some sick reason. now whether it's true or not, the war is killing innocent people. aside from that... a friend of mine told me that his dad worked with herbs and all and he told me that there was a discovered cure for cancer in the 1980s i think. now my grandma ped away after fighting cancer for more than 8 years. i loved her to death and to think that more people out there are dying because they keep the so called cure away from people because they'd lose money if they had to cancel all the known treatments. i consider that killing as well. now call me crazy but i cant put up with having 'killers' tell me that it's wrong to love someone... this isn't about me and the man i love, not at all, this is simply to find out if anyone also believes that it isn't right...